Waking Up letra

Is this real?
Cause  I can't feel
I  reach into the darkness
And there's nothing to hold

Try to heal
But  spin my wheels
The  more I try to stop this
The more I lose control

Am  I just a ghost in my own machine
In a sandbox in the entropy?
Some reality got a hold of me
And I don't think I'll escape

Am  I too attached to a memory?
Stuck in my head for eternity
Am I in a dream
Or the in-between?
I don't think

'Cause I'm not waking up up up
Waking up up up
Waking up up up
Waking up up

I'm not waking up up up
Waking up up up
Waking up up up
Waking up up

Conversations
With simulations
They say there's no escaping
It's a never-ending road

My salvation
Is lost in translation
The more I can't explain it
The more I lose control

Am I just a ghost in my own machine
In a sandbox in the entropy?
Some reality got a hold of me
And I don't think I'll escape

Am I too attached to a memory?
Stuck in my head for eternity
Am I in a dream
Or the in between?
I don't think

'Cause I'm not waking up up up
Waking up up up
Waking up up up
Waking up up

I'm not waking up up up
Waking up up up
Waking up up up
Waking up up
I'm not waking

(I'm not waking)
(I'm not waking)