Suicide Note Pt. I letra

Cheap cocaine, a dry inhale
The pills that kill
And take the pain away
Diet of life, shelter without
The face that cannot
See inside yours and mine

When I'm hiding, when I need it
It lets me breathe
For our handle on this life
I don't believe this time

Would you look at me now?
Can you tell I'm a man?
With these scars on my wrists
To prove I'll try again
Try to die again
Try to live through this night
Try to die again...

Forever fooling, free and using
Sliding down the slide
That breaks a will
Mothers angel, getting smarter
How smart are you
To regress unfulfilled?
It's a damn shame
But who's to blame?

When I'm hiding, when I need it
It lets me breathe
For our handle on this life
I don't believe this time

Would you look at me now?
Can you tell I'm a man?
With these scars on my wrists
To prove I'll try again

Would you look at me now?
Can you tell I'm a man?
With these scars on my wrists
To prove I'll try again
Try to die again
Try to live through this night
Try to die again