1 step forward, 3 steps back letra

Called you on the phone today
Just to ask you how you are
All I did was speak normally
Somehow I still stroke in there

You got me f*cked up in the head, boy
Never doubted myself so much
I got my pretty and my fun boy
I hate that I give you power, oh, that gonna stop

But it's always one step forward and three steps back
I'm the love of your life until I make you mad
It's always one step forward and three steps back
Do you love me, want me, hate me, boy? I don't understand
No, I don't understand

Maybe in some classic artistic way
We're gonna find it all exciting
Which lover will I get today?
We walk into the doors and be home crying

And it's always one step forward and three steps back
I'm the love of your life until I make you mad
It's always one step forward and three steps back
Do you love me, want me, hate me, boy? I don't understand

No, it's back and forward, did I say something wrong?
It's back and forward, going everything I said
It's back and forward, did I do something wrong?
It's back and forward, baby, this is all you fall instead

It's one step forward and three steps back
And I'd leave you but the roller coaster is all I ever had
It's one step forward and three steps back
Do you love me, want me, hate me, boy? I don't understand
No, I don't understand