How I'm Feeling Now letra

Will you forgive me if I'm coming off a little bit obtuse?
Well, it's been a minute now since I've had to tell the truth
I know I can, I won't

Suppose I thought that by this moment, I would have it figured out
But, instead, I tend to spend my days consumed by seeds of doubt
I know I can, I won't

Oh, darling, it goes on and on and on
Always, forever, 'til I'm barely holding on
End of my tether and I know it won't be long
It won't be long 'til it's gone

So here's to my beautiful life
That seems to leave me so unsatisfied
No sense of self, but self-obsessed
I'm always trapped inside my f*cking head

On and on and on, on and on and on
On and on and on, on and on and on
Said thought I'd be happier somehow
If you were wondering how I'm feeling now

I try to tell myself my best days are the ones that lie ahead
But I'm always looking back on things I wish I'd never said
I know that I can, I won't

Oh, darling, it goes on and on and on
Always, forever, 'til I'm barely holding on
End of my tether and I know it won't be long
It won't be long 'til it's gone

So here's to my beautiful life
That seems to leave me so unsatisfied
No sense of self, but self-obsessed
I'm always trapped inside my f*cking head

On and on and on, on and on and on
On and on and on, on and on and on
Said thought I'd be happier somehow
If you were wondering how I'm feeling now

I won't lie
Oh, I'm a mess, yeah
But I'll get there
No, I won't lie
I'm a mess, yeah
But I'll get there

So here's to my beautiful life
That seems to leave me so unsatisfied
No sense of self, but self-obsessed
I'm always trapped inside my f*cking head

On and on and on, on and on and on
On and on and on, on and on and on
Said thought I'd be happier somehow
If you were wondering how I'm feeling now