Scattered letra

Scattered
Like the leaves upon the wind when
Seasons must begin to change again

Shattered
Pointed shards, a heart is broken
Left in patterns on the carpet where she wept

Tear-stained face, I can't face these
Demons all alone, they don't like me
All night, they stay and eat like
They talk and they write in thunder and lightening

Gloves on, match met
God makes her bet
That I'll lay my head down again in this bed

I think I might need some help
I don't feel like myself
I don't feel like myself

I think I might need some help
I don't feel like myself
I don't feel like myself

Scattered
Like the leaves upon the wind when
Seasons must begin to change again

Shattered
Pointed shards, a heart is broken
Left in pieces on the carpet where she bled

Bloodstained hands all around me
Hidden blades in a two-faced society
With sinister grins, they carve out their wings
From what's left of my sanity

Gloves on (Gloves on), match met (Match met)
God makes her last bet (god makes her bet)
That I'll lay my head down again in this bed

I think I might need some help
I don't feel like myself
I don't feel like myself
I think I might need some help
I don't feel like myself
I don't feel like myself

Clothing scattered all over my single bedroom apartment
My drink splattered look just like the paint on a Jackson Pollock
My grey matter been havin' me seein' red, but regardless
I'm not just mad at myself, I'm mad at the world

My girl says I got trust issues, honestly, I f*ck with you
It's just I need the guts to say, "F*ck it" and open up to you
But it's just open cuts too disgusting to be discussed with you
Too caught up in my emotions like Usher to confess to you

Caught up in my dreams and nightmares, demons don't fight fair
Wakin' up weepin' from my night terrors, I'm actin' light-skinned
Really dreamin' of cryin', I need me a Zion right here
Can't see 'em comin' down my eyes, so I write tears (Oh, oh, woah)

I think I might need some help (I don't feel like myself)
I don't feel like myself (I don't feel like myself)
I don't feel like myself (Anymore)
I think I might need some help
I don't feel like myself
I don't feel like myself